HI.

I WAS SUPPOSED TO BLOG SO MANY DAYS AGO.
& I JUST KEPT TELLNG TOMORROW...TOMORROW.

Ok. Little update, Sab & me got our tab on freaking impulse...what the actual fuck i swear we both were on some spell. Shopping spree spell.
Oh, & study date with sab last week didnt work out, thats really pathetic.

K. Basically school sucks as usual and im using my pathetic break time now to blog a little( fast one). So its feb now, which means we've been in school for some time already. Actually, no, we've been in school for a long time, 5 god damned years. Lol. School is basically a mess for me right now, filled with test test & more test. And i thought sec 4 life was tough, no friggin hell man bitch. & im basically stuck at chem, which i think that im getting further apart from the others now.
Ok, sorry for the spam thats going on about school. Cos pratically im not prepared and im never prepared and this is what im supposed to face, i know.

Idk who but whatever pls give me strength to pull thru this year. Because more shits r coming up, i know, we all know. Omfg.

Bye! 3 chpts of history here i come ~~

p.s im addicted to pongpongpong line.

here we go again.

Hola bitches whats up

E.

Tonning was great.

currently waiting for sunrise at t1(:

I bet this entire blogging excitement will die off soon, not the type of person that will continue doing things. But this is for just in case one day i got famous, theres a blog url still available. Haha, so people will come visit my blog and see how retarded i am. (?)

{Edited, 1043pm 7/2/14}
Woke up from my sleep of 6hrs after airport. So basically we met at 11:30pm.
0130-0430: Official work (with 20mins of sleep)
0500-0800: Watching of sunrise at t1 viewing mall (:
0800-0830: Breakfast at Wang cafe!
0845-0915: 27 to ikea.
0930-1100: Ikea & Giant.
1115-1200: Walked around tamp
1200-1430: Studied & slacked at Coffee bean. 

1530-2100: SLEEP.
Guess we really Stu(died). But we had fun, with lotsa coffee and me without official sleep for 35hours.

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Been think alot these days, about life. wowowow.

Neh. But i really learnt that 勉强是没有幸福的. 是你的就是你的. 不要求天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。Growing up sucks, I guess.. & sometimes i think why is life so unfair and i realise all this shits are parts and parcel of growing up. The ones that make up your growing process. One moment i may be bitching about life, the other moment ill be thanking God for all i have. This is how contradicting we, humans are. 

& thru this two years, ive learnt that there are really many types of people out there. The skills of being able to "tackle" each of them can't be learnt in books. Its a real life thing. Which made me feel that oh i can't do anything about it. And some friends actually made me "see" who i am. This is one that im really thankful for. & I also know that im really irritating and hopeless, things can be made to change it. But then again, its a matter of if i want to change. Its all about you, yourself. 

Perhaps next time i read back this post I'll feel that i sound ridiculous. This is part of growing, people's thinking and perspective changes over time, all the time. 

Thats for all. Killed. 

2014.

Starting afresh! Im back after being on a haitus for 2 years? 旧的不去, 新的不来.

 Its 2014! Which means last year of secondary school, which also means...... im in 5A! Thank God, I've reached my goal of getting in thrutrain all the way for 5 years. The fact that i was being pushed up last year to 5A really means that, ive got to work my ass off (literally). But PTL for being able to successfully get over that hurdle. Which also means that i got the capability (I hope? I must.) to at least get out of shss and off to a poly at least. I've disappointed so many people because of my empty promises to them, for myself.

2013 o lvl results wasn't pleasant to me, showed me how true "you reap what you sow" was. Nevermind that, its all over. This year, im left with 4 subjects. Just 4 more, you can do it Lyned! Thrutrain has in a way benefited me as im left with lesser subjects to focus on but it also means that we have no Ns & its a one time thing. Getting complacent as i kept telling myself i only have 4 while others have 6-8. But I know that's not the way. Wake up Lynette!

2014. Let's do this!